Wednesday, May 12, 2010

和你的巴士之旅



今夜里,我们有着同样的轨迹…

你行囊鼓鼓地登上巴士,我随后端坐在你身边。在巴士污浊的声息里,我捕捉你的一丝气息。有你相伴,心情不再感到那么压抑,因我寻觅了你的踪迹,贴近了你的温暖。

我贪婪地收藏每一站的风景,想说增添你和我的共渡记忆。一站又一站,终于你下了车。那瞬间,我开始迷惘于沿途中的萧索,也执著着萧索的空白,哀叹为何我不好好珍惜跟你相处的片刻。你可知道?你的离去,留下的就只是那些记忆。

下车后的你,昂藏地竖立在车站旁向我比了个再见的手势,不需什么言语,我们心灵中有着共鸣的声音,你在外,我在内,灵犀的精神游走在我们的秘密世界。你身旁那盏路灯则点缀了夜的黑暗。像霓虹的色彩装饰了一个瑰丽的梦。

最后一段路,我是巴士的唯一乘客。

我下了车,巴士缓缓而去,带着一车的落寞,然而我内心的寂寞,有谁来陪伴?

Monday, May 10, 2010

It started with when you first held my arm when we were engulfed between the cool blue waning and golden dawn fire waxing.

A little phenomenon in my life that keeps occurring that I continue to cherish but wait on the edges of devastation to no longer be true is how blessed and lucky I am to have my arm being held.

It is my sensation of dryness. Chalk it up to the combination of being adolescent boy who has grown up entirely under the mainstream paradigm of sole maternal protection and feral being.


A bowling session tonight…

Your hand reached for mine whenever I got a strike or spare. It was nigh on intoxicating at this point. Every time you did it, I caught my breath, silently so as not to let on at my grateful surprise and glee.

It is an earthy hand, a physical makeup that is very embodiment to my stature archetype, with you having the same one. Whenever your hand sought mine, I got the delighted rush of satisfaction of feeling.

What a sweet bliss-- a visceral bliss that grasp the comfort of your embrace.

I hope such hand contact is not just reserved for bowling session. I am eagerly looking forwards the day with you crossing the street facing with the threat of vehicular manslaughter.



The power of the your embrace----C (my personal best score for 2010)
Mutual embrace---------M,C

Sunday, May 09, 2010

We were mahjong pilgrims in the flat desert night,
in the lone studio situated in the intellectual tract,
while the music accompanied us,
Sony speakers eager to create oases of sound,
as the remaining hours of day wanes.

The night loped at a timeless pace,
with heavenly hand once, and numerous four great blessings hand,
pretty much wins reigned,
then the absence of Ventrino Vortex rendered us into brilliant sheen,
my distinct entity met with your soul.

Balanced, rapturously,
the moon has laid herself down,
the distant line of the horizon,
began to glimmer with a warm edge of daylight,
we witnessed the sky’s evolution from black to azure.

We were engulfed between cool blue waning,
and golden dawn fire waxing,
we headed for our morning ‘s rest,
the ticking sound belied a hint of brassy,
it ceased worshipping the dark.

Between the moon and the sun,
between you and me,
in the exact moment,
that our day was born of night;
that our story kicked off being the devout members of sun cult.





Friday, May 07, 2010

What goes around comes around.

It was year 2006 when I considered myself to have moved on to the next phase of my life.

The happiness that I had in the relationship earlier is not that much if I were to compare with a fairytale from Disney, but rest assured that many would see that this is indeed a bliss as many years of relationship is definitely rare, especially the one you started at young age-17.

Then I did have a fairytale, a series of striking pictures and an age-disparate relationship being of the advanced party.

Start to question how we actually met and how we went from there.

The fundamental theory of building up a relationship is simple, yet complicated. You need only to tune into pre-existing connection that is already there and there goes synchronicity, we experience a swell in synchronicities that lead to chance encounters, meeting people we feel very drawn to meet.

Relationship after relationship.

Perhaps it is the loneliness that I suffered from even I have some close relationships with friends who would be there to encourage me to live up to my true potential. After all, I am not a saint or historical figure, just an ordinary people with bills to pay.

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

难得的一夜…

不能复制的迷人嗓子,轻盈飘逸闪进我的领空,是那透过麦克风传达出来圆润的声线。

我不经意的收藏,好像意外捕捉到一尊歌神,供奉在心灵的显著位置。不得不承认你的歌喉是多么的迷人。你唱歌的一个转音,一个高音,一个呼吸,一个换气,让我驻足仰慕。

也许你不敢相信自己唱歌的风韵能够变成别人的幻影;
也许昂藏的你只是随意发泄一下本能,并不想把浑然天成的音容挤进别人的心扉;
也许你说话的延伸代表一种难以言状的柔情,余音绕梁,达到一种渗透的功能。

我有意追随你的声线,去寻找每一个撩动人心的字眼,是想激活思维中的沉睡。
我欣赏你的诠释,因你解读了我以往的情结和背后含泪的故事,你给我埋藏在双眸背后的泪珠轻轻抚慰,让染霜的灵魂感到暖意。
我眷恋你澎湃的那一幕,它的深情一督丰富了多少过往云烟,融化了多少坚硬。

想从中划出你声线里到底存在什么秘密,感动里隐含着什么神奇。

回旋在房梁之间的歌声,触动多少灵魂,产生多少激情,燃烧多少心胸,回收多少暗恋的冲动。

我收藏了你唱出的一个字句, 也许那个字句注定要留下湿润我干涩的心灵。

你的歌,露在房,孕在心,响在外,醉在痴痴的我。